I will never allow anyone else to see the deepest parts of my soul again.
I will never allow myself to be vulnerable with anyone else again.
I will never give away the best parts of me to someone who I honestly believed (with my whole being) would safe gaurd them.
I will never allow anyone else to willingly make me theirs, bend me to their will.
I will never allow anyone anyone to make love to me.
I will never allow anyone to see me.
I will never allow anyone else’s fragile body, quick to forget and destined to move on, to be my home.
I will never let anyone be my light in the dark
I will never allow love to do this to me again.
We are broken.
I will never again see with same eyes,
Love with the same heart
taste with the same tongue
speak my deepest desires and purest emotions in existence with the same mouth
touch with same hands
hear with the same ears
shiver and ache for you with the same skin
think of the poisnous memories with the same mind.
Because all of my
senses
thoughts
emotions
only know her.
They are dead.
I have to create new parts of myself.
Parts not laced with your soul.
Parts that do not know the sweet taste of endless love,
a waterfall of pleasure, innocent and pure.
Parts that have never experienced impossible happiness, surreal in nature.
I am broken.
I do belive that we were destined, not to love but destroy each other.
In love we bloom, in love we perish.
